Heaven Music Video
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All of a Sudden
04:58
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All of a sudden you were gone
One last good night, so long
Now that it’s done, I’m even more alone
I don’t know if you ever knew me, got through to me
I don’t know if I was true to who I wanted to be with you
All of my shame around having your name and not being enough for you
I just blamed myself, now it’s all out and I’m back feeling my love
Black is the color that we’ve all got on
Black like the hour of the night when we were called
When you were taken or released from it all
I don’t know whether to grieve or believe in it
To be relieved, or just stay away from it
Thought you’d always be there, you always would be
Thought you’d always be there, you always would be, you always would be
I don’t know if you ever knew me, got through to me
I don’t know if I was true to who I wanted to be with you
All of my shame around having your name and not being enough for you
I just blamed myself, now it’s all out and I’m back feeling my love
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Heaven is a place I’ve been
Spending my time in, living my life in
You are always there with me to
Watch the sun set and rise again
I don’t even need to dream,
All of my feelings so surreal
Nothing’s ever gonna wake me up and out of this
Heaven
Heaven
Heaven
Heaven is a place I go every time with ya
Wish it’d come true, ya
Walking out into the lake
I’m starting to feel my heart break
Only up to our knees but I believe in
What we’re seeing
I don’t want to let this go
Hold me sugar, in the shallow cove
Heaven
Heaven
Heaven
Heaven
Heaven
Heaven
Heaven is a place I’ve been wandering around in
Heaven is a place I’ve been wandering around in
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3. |
Feelings
03:47
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What are the chances?
What luck
We’d be so in love with
Who we’ve become
And there’s only glimpse
Of what once was
The fragments are faded
My memory’s fuzzed
I lost faith in my feelings
I lost faith in the way that I learned to love
All my layers, they’re coming undone
Shred the paper, pull the plug
Where did you go when I couldn’t find you
Were you lost like me?
Somehow finding each other
But you’re not who I thought you would be
Thought you would be
Thought you would be
Should we find out what happened?
Should we just watch TV?
Lay holding each other so sweetly
As we drift off to sleep
Forgot all our hard feelings
Forgot all of our grief
We’re blinded, we’re not finding any reason why
We shouldn’t believe
You remind me, I’m reminded, baby
I just wanna let it be easy
Better than I imagined
But you’re not who I thought you would be
Thought you would be
Thought you would be
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4. |
The Other Moon
04:33
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My heart’s got a big hole in it
There’s no telling what’s gonna open it
All the things I wish I could’ve said
Seems like we’re letting you get away without them
Our love’s got a black cloud over it
Don’t wanna let you go up into it
Take your pieces of who I am
Leave me with the ones that I could understand
The Other Moon you say you’re going to
And I don’t deserve to even miss you
All my fear, all my regret
Is nothing compared to what she had left
It came on like a dream
But I’m still screaming
Screaming
I’m still screaming
What if I’m not ready to love
What if I’m not ready to move on
What if I don’t know how to give it up
All this time I’ve been living like I’m lost
All this time I’ve been living like I’m lost
What if I’m not ready to love
What if I’m not ready to move on
What if I don’t know how to give it up
All this time I’ve been living like I’m lost
All this time I’ve been living like I’m lost
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Messages
02:26
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All those messages and words I told myself
Coming backwards and forwards to me now
As if I really need to hear them out
I tried to say ‘em but I
Ended up shouting, ended up falling for it
Did before, but I thought it would be different
And I don’t know just how to get through it
And I do
Tried to call up some kind of worthy cause
But the wise woman in me has had her flaws
Rosie vision, yet I know who I was
So I take my
Pause and look away, try to save some face
Why am I so blue, why do I feel so grey
Know the difference, yet I give in anyway
And I do
I’m down and out
I’m down and out
I’m down and out
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6. |
Make It Fade
04:20
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I feel it all happening again
Though I tried to not let it
All my pride is getting in the way of
Truly letting me forget it
I take my time even more than I need
Chalk it up to my selfishness and greed
I am the witness to this
Leaving us all disappointed
Saw it in my mind but never this way
Maybe through life we never really change
How do I say it, make it go away
Make it fade
And I’m bound to go through it
No way around, but how do you do it
All my life has lead up to this moment
And only god knows where Im going
I learn trust, still, I learn to have faith in
All the things I’ve been thinking and feeling
All the ways I’ve been learning to deal with it
I believe I can heal it
Saw it in my mind but never this way
Maybe through life we never really change
How do I say it, make it go away
Make it fade
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7. |
Had Enough
02:55
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I grew up in a different time
Wasn’t perfect but I didn’t mind it
I got the grief about it, I couldn’t believe
All the things they tried to lay on me
You think I’ve had enough?
Had enough
You think I’ve had enough?
Had enough
Things got better before they ever got worse
Don’t know if you know but I’ve been living under your curse
I got the grief about it, they gave me the grief
Tried to leave it, but they wouldn’t believe me
You think I’ve had enough?
Had enough
You think I’ve had enough?
Had enough
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8. |
Take Your Turn
03:18
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This is my final goodbye
One last try to make it work
From this side, seems right
That I let go before it gets worse
But like life, don’t feel right
I curse the day I said those words
And I hope for it all to burn
But I know I gotta let you take your turn
Here I am, your right hand
Your shot in the dark
Any time man, I’d understand
You could never go too far
Standing by, gently grazed by your shot
My body’s hot in alarm
And I know your aim must be unsure
But I know I’ve gotta let you take your turn
My shadow that follows you
I wonder where it lays
Your dreams, where I’ve been
Do they ever go away?
See my life through your dark eyes
One last time before it fades
And I know by now I must be a blur
But I know I’ve gotta let you take your turn
I know by now, I must be a blur
But I know I’ve gotta let you take your turn
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Held High
03:31
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All of the time I spent waiting for it
Patiently bored, just another moment
And I know you felt me, like I felt you
But I know it’s easier on my own, without you
And I can’t keep it up, like I thought I might, like I tried to
Can’t get unstuck while I hide and run to you
All of these days pass me by, bye bye
All of the ways I wish I could figure it out babe,
Really give it a try
But I’m scared of your love
And I don’t know why
All that I wanted is held before me
And held high
Held high
Still I am breaking, like the dawn, like silence
Pulling myself open, just for the chance to get to know you
All of the time, this time
I’ve been right here, but I’ve watched you go by
And I can’t keep it up, like I thought I might, like I tried to
Can’t get unstuck while I hide and run to you
All of these days pass me by, bye bye
All of the ways I wish I could figure it out babe,
Really give it a try
But I’m scared of your love, and I don’t know why
All that I wanted is held before me, and held high
Held high
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10. |
Beautiful Dream
02:32
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Just another beautiful dream
Born out of my deepest feelings
And all the visions of what I couldn’t say
Leave me feeling lost when I finally wake
Quietly grieving all that never was
All the parts of me that you would have become
And oh I beg you, I plead for your love
In all the ways I could think of,
Anything I could come up with
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11. |
Heaven (Romshii Remix)
02:39
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